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I know I don't miss you. I miss how i felt
being with you. I miss how you made me feel
when I was with you! |
Day VII
Dear you!
Today is going to be a
particularly difficult day for me. So
many memories come flooding in, all at once. Today, I suddenly feel that there
is so much more to say and so much more to feel but a vague distant of
denseness covers me and I cannot but see the other side. Today I miss you! I
woke up in the morning thinking about you, about how your hands wrapped around
my waist felt like and in savoring that sweetness I unconsciously opened the
flood gates to memories. The anxious every bit of memory of you, and of us came
rushing in with a force unbearable to the heart, drenching every ounce of my
bitter soul.
The floodgates to memories
have opened and the memory wave lashes me from within …
The wind is the same, blows right
through me like I am translucently invisible. The bright orange sky from the
first ray of light is a lot more charming after yesterday’s storm. The clouds
look a lot prettier hanging in the thin air creating a sense of white-awe. If
only stars were visible, it was a perfect picturesque image. Everything was in
sync with each other. The subtle stillness of wee hours of morning to the
rhythmic motion of chirps to the dynamic yet delicate motion of the transition
from night to day – everything was in perfect sync with each other enveloping
the ironies of nature.
Everything was in sync … but
me! You aren't there, how can I be in sync? I am incomplete …
~Lavender Meadow~
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